`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, November 25, 2007
6:11 PM

hi all!

gotta start work tml already. time for slackin is comin to an end. its back to work. haha.

im able to drive dad's car but under his supervision. haha. gettin used of his car too. n i get to drive to work too and after tt dad will drive his car to work. cool har. haha. lucky mi.

its nice to b passenger too. lol. being a driver needs concentration. been driving at nite this few days. kinda of diff in the day n those are my first few times driving at nite. didnt book ani lessons at nite b4.

true enuff. even after gettin license, its nt so easy to park a car yet. takes time. haha. lucky i got dad to impart mi some of his techniques. whaha. lets see when will he let mi drive on my own. lol.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, November 22, 2007
11:08 AM

wanted to post ytd. but was too exhausted. mani will b askin how did i fare ytd. got quite alot of gd news to share. by now most of u shld know the ans already. lets get things started.

21/11/07- a day in which i will always remember

first news- its our 17mths together. wee. sweet. haha. tts one of the highlights only. but guess nt mani are interested. who cares rite. lol.

second news- was gettin ready to change n prepare for my driving, my phone rang. n guess wat. im finally employed. will b starting work on mon. whoohoo. was uberly happy. my mood immediately went up. b4 my driving test i was already quite panicky. but yea. everything was gone. even told mum tt its ok to fail my driving coz im happy enuff. was jumpin abt. mum told mi it will b double happiness. no worries abt it.

third news- i passed my driving. woohoo. indeed it was double happiness. didnt really do well during the circuit b4 my test. haha. think my instructor oso wasnt confident tt i will pass. but den i just told him. nvm la. come for experience n just try my luck. just whack. haha.

it was indeed a very fruitful day for mi. treated my parents n bf for dinner. after tt caught the movie- Enchanted wif bf. nice show.

last by not least. its a very impt thing. do pray. got to church on tues night. just happen to haf this mass coz feast day is on this comin Sun. had this part whereby we will write down our intentions n offer it. n yes indeed i wrote down things n 2 of them were the second n third gd news i had ytd. Praise the Lord. prayed b4 my driving too.

a week b4 mum already told mi to pray n go down to church on tues. n yes i did. offered my intentions. im just simply too happy. mum asked mi if i prayed for my job too right after the call tt im being employed. was quite surprised too.

rmb the previous post? was quite confident tt i will get the job. but den it was last mon tt i went for my interview. waited n waited. thought chances are gettin lower. didnt expect to receive a call frm them after so long. Trust in the Lord. Miracle frm God and thru God's grace.

My Driving Checklist

Yea. 12 demerit points. PASSED!

n FINALLY my temp LICENSE!!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
4:51 PM

TP is just tml. gosh. went circuit today. jialat already. tml dunno how liao. didnt get into circuit on mornin. instructor went overseas. hai. today circuit aint tt gd. well, shall see tml.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, November 16, 2007
6:58 PM

gosh. i mounted the kerb twice while doin the crank course again. argh. n tt stupid cdc instructor frm another car laughed at mi. smack him den he know. haha. idiotic.

tp in 5 days time. gosh. booked circuit on mon n tues again. not sure tues haf anot. pray hard. i gotta get this right. argh. how can i keep on mountin the kerb. gosh gosh gosh.

kinda of demoralised. feelin kan chiong already. TP TP TP!!! ARGH!!! think im nt gonna sleep well the night b4. pray hard.

gonna work at creative warehouse sales tml n on sun. 2 yrs since i last stepped back into creative. well, at least earn a few hundred more better den nth. n see how if they got job to offer mi. haha. since im like jobless. cant seem to find any other jobs. argh.

probably tryin out the clinic near my house. nt sure. job aint tt stressing for now. its TP. hmph. alrite. gtg for dinner. bye!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, November 15, 2007
12:26 AM

i did something meaningful today... n guess wat it is???

i cleared my wardrobe. kinda of impressed wif myself:)

threw away n gonna gif away quite a lot of my clothes. kept some. n its time for new ones to come in. wee. thanks dear for keepin mi company at nite n giving advises whether to keep those clothes anot. haha. n he said tt he gonna buy more clothes for mi. whahah.

my wardrobe is quite neat now. left just a little part. more of throwin too. n ya. nxt target will b one of my cabinet. den i will slowly proceed on. since i dun haf a job. its time i do something too ya? at least im nt so useless afterall.

dear's bdae comin up. nxt mon. geez. haven buy his present yet. nt sure wat surprise to gif him either. argh. gotta think. hmph.

gotta wait for my hair to dry n its time to turn in. nite ppl!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
1:02 PM

went for another interivew ytd. hmm. not sure if i get employed. but i think i did well. the interviewer even brought mi ard. wat are my chances den? lets see. hope i do get a reply asap. tired of waitin oso.

got into circuit for the 3rd time ytd. still aint tt gd wif tt slope. n i even mounted the kerb when doin crank course. woo. haha. tts immediate failure. gosh. guess haven been practisin in the circuit tts y. nxt wed is tp already. fri im goin in circuit again. hope everythings gd. if nt im gonna book everyday.

wed shall b a day whereby i present wat i haf learnt n how efficient i am. so yea. fret not. but still i think i will tremble. lol. hope my left leg dun tremble too much when holdin on to the clutch. haha.

nt sure if im gettin enuff practise. bro said learn everyday. better den i retake my test mah. true enuff. haha. confidence. i can do it :)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, October 23, 2007
5:24 PM

being jobless for gonna been a month. practically lazing ard at hm. suffering frm slight depression. haha. according to mum, bf. gosh. its bad at times.

kinda of like a pendulum. when u see mi being cranky, guess its time. its kind of sucky stayin at hm most of the time too. no life. ppl always ask wheres my bf. well, he gotta work leh. n recently he got so mani OTs. when he's super free last time, im like at work. n now im super free, he's like super busy.

n ya. wat abt my frenz? most of them are schling or workin. weekends are the only time i guess n prolly i meet my bf. if nt laze at hm again. got into a big incident last weekend wif bf. things fine now.

resumes sent. no response. now i finally got to experience this kind of feelin. thought of venturing out. but lack of support. was quite enthu abt it for the past weeks. but got demoralised after tt.

driving test is comin up nxt mth. guess i just got to believe in myself tt i can do it. n i can finally hold on to my license n smile. haha. visualization.

random. birthday pics are on my friendster. do grab it ppl!

luckily i haf some savings. if nt i will b sucked dry by my driving lessons n im nt workin. no income. support frm bf n family. haha. crap. but one of the smartest way, last week i didnt spend much except my driving which is gd enuff. stayed at home for dinner if mum's cookin, or out wif family for dinner. dad's expenses. whahaha. its true wat. just add a bowl of rice only ma. live off dad. if nt frm bf. haha. but im nt such a meany. he insisted on payin. i cant help it.

so called "payday" is in 2days time. guess gotta gif some money to parents. bf says he wanna feed mi. lol. lets see how much he is giving mi. kiddin la. i wont accept oso.

alrite. gotta go do some things meaningful. bye!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*